Quote Originally Posted by marnold View Post
Maybe there's a bit of a language barrier here, but could you talk more about what you mean by "this type of interrogations"?

It's clear that you love playing music, you're good at it, and you like being in front of a crowd. I can't imagine better reasons to keeping playing. It's great that you found other people who are like minded.
In fact I felt put aside because I had quite some expectations for this new line-up planning for example to record a new album with some new material that I wrote and all of sudden both musicians decided to join a talented younger player and I felt like a "dog shit" asking myself why should I go on ? Did I had the real motivation to start all over again ? On top of that I suffer from joint arthritis and this really made me loose confidence and the will to go on.

I guess I'm so addicted that it would be impossible to stop even with the pain ( I've now switch to lower gauge strings to lower the pain)